Thursday, February 17, 2011

Mimpi

Apa arti sebuah mimpi? Mengapa ada mimpi? Hasil dari alam bawah sadar kita ataukah sesuatu yang bisa kita kontrol?

Errrghhhhhhhh!

Kenapa gw harus terus menerus mimpi tentang orang yg sama =((( Apa ini artinya, secara tidak sadar gw masih menginginkan orang tsb?? nasty nasty nasty!

Orang yang seharusnya udah gw singkirkan dari kepala dan hati 4th yang lalu =((

Tuolonggggggggg!! I gotta move on with my life!

*deep inhale-exhale*

Sunday, January 2, 2011

The New Beginning


Happy New Year 2011!!! Time flies too fast and now is new year already. In the last 2 years, there have been a lot of things going on. Bad and good but mostly good ;-)
At this very moment I'm still having my christmas & new year holiday with my bf and sooooonnnnn, will have to go back to my own "cage" *fiuhhh*.. Apparently that I have to hang on for another 3 months left, which is actually quite hard for me *huhuhuh* But then after the 3 months I will transfer myself to Germany and stay for about 5 months (if they approve my application) then will start the language school (again) in Stuttgart. I don't actually know whether this is the best option for us (me and my boo) or not, but we decided to do it first and then let's see what will happen. Truely, madly, deeply, I still dont want to go home to Indo, yet. Still haven't got my dream and still working on it, quite hard. Maybe I will not coming home for the next 2 years??? huhuhu... let's see... let's see... :-(

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